love poem

someone once said love doesn't exist, but 
probably one day it will exist? & i've just been, 
really hoping for a love exactly like this. 
zig-zag chemical emotions, we can't get outta focus 
a lover met a lover not a fighter, they not fighters 
do what your daddy says, be a good girl just for him 
a love with all my trust, this trust just aint for nothing 
vapes and dispos on the nightstand, your 
pillow staying there, whilei miss the feeling of you there- oh shit 
x-rated video, blasting your music on ma radio - 
turn it up to the highest, you singing & i'm driving 
unlocking something new, why this feeling feel so good
no, it ain't scary. you could hate me, i'll still love you. 
i miss the way you handled me, & kissed me all around, 
and made me feel oh so real for love i'd hoped.